!!!Drawning

i don wanna tell you whats worng with me
but sometimes some feelings can make you go crazy
sometimes some people drive you nuts
so i could realize how life may have huffs and puffs

why
???
why do you think we should bare all of that
why
???
why do my whole body change from a nice cat to a crazy bat

just answer me
!!!!!
is that so hard to ask?
is that one teribble task?
damn it was a question, but no one seems can answer
i shouted and shouted till my voice is gone
as if im alone, with a body full of cancer
im paralized, i cant move someone pushed me
and now im drawn
...
..
.
im still drawning

R.S.S
Tues. 7th Aug




Now can i ask you if you can tell me what did i mean
????


its kinda test for me to know if i can make my msg reachable
so please i need to know that
thanks